If we understand prayer as an active response, at least in its most broadest aspect then the process of painting can be certainly be considered a type of prayer. Painting is after all, a response to influences – both internally and spiritually and external representing form. Painting as prayer is something that has become part of my experience though I never thought of it in this way before. As one gets older the act of prayer often becomes more predominant, so I suppose it is natural that I now seem to be in a type of prayer when I paint. It is a reaching out, a very natural response, a hunger to see and experience an awakening.
As I paint I find myself applying paint as a way of expressing a vague prayer, not really knowing the full intent of the inward expression. Certain colors are chosen, certain designs are created as a response…not quite intuitive but not pre-designed either. We all carry burdens of the heart. Does the artist feel these more? I really could not say. There is the sense that each expression, each painting, each episode, each passage in the painting carries within it an undefinable cry of the heart.
This process, painting as prayer is not a pre-conceived idea or effort. I was not even aware that I was doing this until recently. It seems to be like the Catholic prayer beads, those that we hold in our hands and turn hand over hand, with a specific prayer at each large, wooden bead. Each stroke of the paint, each blending of tone becomes it seems like an effort to offer up a prayer for those I know, for those I love and for those in distress such as those fleeing across the meditteranean from Syria. There is much to pray about. The artist I think has a certain responsibility to be sensitive and then to respond. How can we call ourselves artists if we cannot respond to what stirs our hearts.
We see this in many of Rembrandt’s paintings, in Van Gogh’s, in El Greco’s work and in the genius of Michelangelo. They remind us of eternal principals at work in spite of our shortcomings. As they paint they draw close to the heart cry of humanity, the inevitability of death but also the deep desire to embrace life, this moment, while we are able. The desire to capture by painting the life that flows before us is an act, an act of sincere prayer and ultimately should be, if it is to have real force…real power. In sincerity is power and we discover intuitively those works of art which lack true awareness and real sincerity. Even in his commercial work done of high paying merchants we see Rembrandt seeking to discover that which is true in the light of the eyes of his sitters. He is praying as he paints, to understand more, to understand more clearly.